I have to be honest, today I had a hard time getting up. I didn't sleep well last night. Nothing to do with my Isagenix. It was more "worrying" about my daughter having her first field trip without a chaperone. Her last trip was to pick pumpkins and my husband was a chaperone. I felt better knowing that he was there with her. I ended up there, too, after car troubles for my husband. But that's not my point! LOL.
This trip she's taking today is just with the teachers and I laid awake most of the evening worrying about how she'd do. I'm not sure why, I just get nervous when other people take my children out in public - the questions: Will she remember not to talk to strangers? Will she remember to check the public toilet seat before she uses it? Will she remember to stay with her teacher and NOT wander off?
It's the part of parenting that always gets me right in the heart. I hate letting go, but I have to learn to let go. I have to trust that she'll do the right things when she's without me. And I HATE that feeling. Mainly because I'm a total control freak.
All the Isagenix in the world isn't going to ease my anxiety when it comes to my kids and their safety......but oh, how I wish it did. Although, I'm a lot calmer than I would be without it. So it helps keep that "edge" off, where I want to chew my nails down to my knuckles. You know that feeling, right?
AAAAAHHHHH.
Thankfully, yesterday was a cleanse day and not today. Cleanse days I need to focus and not stray from the plan at all. My one or two or three days a month that I have to be disciplined. And that's on me. I want those days to be all about getting the most out of the cleanse days. So I'm glad I am cleansed for today's "worrying" until she returns back to school and is where I know she's in a familiar place.
But oh, she was very excited to take the bus and be going to see Frosty the Snowman! SO DARN CUTE.
As for me, I had a very good day today. Did my shake in the morning, a huge salad with grilled lemon chicken for lunch and then dinner was another shake. It's a much easier routine now that it's the 15th day. My son is asking every morning for sips of my shakes and at night when I have one for dinner. He seems to like the flavor, so that's very cool. My daughter, she wants no part of it. Which is par for the course.
Very happy with my results, my life and my health.
How do you feel about yours? Can you do me a favor and watch this video and let me know how toxic you are? Thanks!
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